today watching you play made me yes made me, start to cry a little, you were incredible, i wont say your name in this because there is no need to, you know who you are and hey my family loved your set as well :) so don’t feel down about it it was incredible and i am proud of you so well done and chin up :) you are incredibly talented xx
(Source: awesomephilia)
Well today started of pretty good nice weather kings of leon in the car and people seemed to be happy so i enjoyed it(plus it was payday) but then i started to realise how much people on my course seem to not like me and how some (not all) seem to want me to be away from them. And texting multiple people today well alot and not a single reply from people / from any facebook messages and sucks. so right now all i feel like is that no one actually cares about me. i miss it when everyone was happy and when i was. i’m glad others are happy just wish i could be with them as well. so all in all i’m feeling incredibly lonely and just want things back to how they were in september with the perfect other half and perfect friends and a stress free life rather than having to go to the doctors and get myself check out again :( i guess i just have to hope that people will talk to me soon. x
